What does i feel

mlm td aq bkn men excited lg na tunggu die grak na g jb tp hampe.... tetibe je ade something going on. menanges jap td tp nsb bek ta de owg nmpk. hampe gler. mmg da give up nan relationship kteorg. die un suh g blk at lala. aq da ta de hati lg nan lala. cukup la die uat aq byk kali. ble kteorg bincang2 blk n aq give die tempoh until tomorrow supaye setel masalah 2 n dtg jb. aq ta kire ! aq mmg selfish tp nie mmg sifat aq ! pastu td bukak je fb tgk die single n die mtk break. tetibe hancur jap aty nie. rse tol2 da ta bermaye lg. td time gdo, aq bkn men lg ckp na break if die ta na dtg jb. tetibe tersentap plak ble relationship at fb die single. Tetibe aq soal diri aq. aq cintekn die ? hell yeah ! lau ta, ta kn aq leyh rse lemah ble open fb td ! aq ta na pts nan die, ta na berpisah nan die. aq tol2 cintekn die. tp aq ta na trus diberi harapan palsu. aq na jd cm owg lain. date, holding hand and do lots of things together. walau un skali, aq akan berpuas aty. at least kite ade memories together yg kte bleh inad smpai ble2. syg tol2 sygkn b. please jgn hampekn syg lg. i really love u. ble td b sent pic at fb, syg rse da ta bermakne lg. i wanna hold u, hug u, touch u. tetibe air mate nie terkluar plak. syg sygkn b..

My Music

Semenjak due nie aq tetibe ske lak dgr lagu2 yg aq jarang dgr lansung dlu. Ble aq dgr lagu 2 kn, sumpah aq tringat kt Dyer. ta taw npe tp Mr A n Mrs S mesti taw punye. huhuhu. Cube teke spe artistnyer? T.a.t.u N The virgin! Sumpah semenjak due nie kn, lagu die cm leh layan jew. Siap karok lg lagu dowang. Best2! Lg 1 pe yg best pasal The virgin kn. Mitha sgt Handsome!! Lau la die jd bf aq, perghhh. Ta tdo lene siot! Hadoiai!! Im in love~

NeW BoY

Guess wat?!!! i got new bf!! hahahaha. Maybe korang ingat aq nie player. asek tukar2 bf. 2 dlu2. skrang da cuci kaki kay? Ade sorang kwn aq nie ckp, ko nie asek tukar2 bf jew. bile na setie? perghhh!! hangat jew aq. bkn slh aq der. da ta de jodoh,na wat cm ne kn. Aq nie ta leh solo lme2, bosan deyh! jealous tgk kwn2 aq bergayut nan bf die lme2. grrrrrrrr!!! Kk, na ctr pasal bf bwu nie!! dgr taw dgr taw ( gewdik la siak ). huhuhu. Owg panggil die shark. Fullname? secret~ . Hanye org yg die tol2 syg je leh taw~ ( rse diri ku istimewe jap ). Die 2 ske wat lawak, kuat membebel ( cm pompuan! ). Tp ape yg wat aq tertarik pd die ialah, die sgt2 caring. best taw die 2!! hehe~ Kteorg akan gdo time aq kuo mlm2 n blk lmbt. time 2 mule la die membebel2 kt aq cm pompuan! geram gler. Tp pape pown aq tetap syg kt die n da ta tgk laki2 laen da! ta de nafsu mak~ hahahaha

The truth is finally revealed

Last night, semuenye pertanyean yg slame nie sy crik2 akhirnyer tejwb. Rupenyer die ske gegurl len. Btol la pe tekaan sy slame nie. Sy knl die cm ne walaupown kjp. Die kate die perlukn mse tuk pkr na plh sy ke gegurl 2 sbb due2 die syg. sy hanye jwb ok n ckp wat la plhan yg terbaik n plh spe yg bleh bhagiekn die. Sy ta mrah lansung. Terkejut ta? hehe. Sbb dlu sy pnh jd cm die. Mse nan ex bf sy ske this guy. Syg gler2 kt die. At the end, sy dikecewakn.Sy bg die peluang kedue sbb sy ta na die kecewe cm sy. Btol kate org, pe mende yg kte lakukn akan terkene blk kt kte. Sbb 2 sy ta mwah sbb sy taw dlu pe slh sy. Sy harap die ta slh langkah cm sy. Just harapkn kebahagiaan die =). Walaupown hati sy skt n pedih... Sedihkn jd org baik nie.. Sy just na org sygkn sy..

Today first day aq menjande. Sdh gler semlm time aq na mtk pts. Sumpah tangan aq ta tertulis tp aq ta dpt thn skt ati nie. Maybe sume nie slh aq bile die brubah. Dose aq permainkn laki dlu.. Mlm semlm puas aq mengalir air mate. Aq da ta dpt thn lg rse sdh aq. Aq ta taw na story pd sape. Tp aq ta slhkn die. Aq slhkn diri aq. Maybe aq ta jge die elok2. Tp aq mmg bhagie ngn die seblm die brubah. Die wat aq tersenyum ari2. Maybe bkn takdir kteorg kowt. Brat sgt time aq na mtk pts sbb aq  syg die sgt2. 
Tp aq ta dpt wat pape lau kte 
hanye bertepuk seblh tgn. Huh... 
Mulai ari nie aq akn pakse diri 
aq senyum. Coz aq ta na tgk org2 
yg sygkn aq risau ttg aq.
 I will be fine!!
p/s - lau awk bce blog sy, sy mtk maaf dr ujung rambut
sampai ujung kaki. Halalkn mkn n minum sy ye.
 Jge dri awk elok2 taw. sy sygkn awk =)

Gmox?? nooo!!!

Ari nie aq ta na speaking2 da. nnt org2 yg stalk aq ckp aq kerek ckp BI. aduh! okok,this mowning aq nok cermin n see myself is kinda fat (~.~). sgt sdh ta terkate. so aq try ta mkn ayam slame beberape awi but fail bpk ssh ah na thn ta mkn ayam kn!). Kuat sungguh dugaan yg harus ku trime. korang ta de ke cre yg sng sket na wat aq krus. ta na mhl2, no jamu2 (ade effect mak aq ckp), ta na la bersenam (bpk pnt  =.= ). mesti korang na ckp kt aq g mam la kn? huhuhuhu. gewdik seyh aq nie =p. tp pade sesape de cre yg bernas bgtaw la aq ye. aq na krus nnt bf i ta crik laen. huhu

My Thought

Today is kinda busy day. Sometimes i love it but sometimes i hate it. Depend on mood right? ( don't tell me u all diagree lol! ). Then today i read a forum about an economy fact. I was thinking, his right. With economy like this, it's kinda hard to get a job ever we have master. Not only that, if we continue study, we will be burden with lots of debt! omgosh! i dont wanna have lots of debts in my life (~.~). So i was just thinking, maybe i should stop study after i have my diploma. I believe anyone will success in their life even without degree,master of phd. Where there's a chance, there will be a way ^_^. Maybe some of u think that i'm stupid but i already set my mind. I will success! pray for me k? ^_^

My gurlfren that i love so much

This is the gurlz that i love ( i'm no lesbian la). The gurl who wear white shirt name is ayuni@ a.k.a yunni. she is my ex school mate. we used to hang out wif each other when we were young. She is kinda crazy but once u know her,she is funny and u sure love talking wif her lol. The one who wear red scarf is noor liyana ashila@ a.k.a ila gmox. We have known each other from orentation at kptm bangi. Now it been 3 years lol. she is nice gurl, crazy to be with and funny. love hanging around wif her. haha. Next is the one who cardigan. Her name is Fazs @ a.k.a berry. huhu. She has a twin sister and her name is zetty. They r nice and lazy (haha,just joking). They both are cuter ^_^.The one who wear white scarf is ika. She study at kptm bangi under uitm lol. Shopholic person n love subway( right? haha) . The last one is bai@ a.k.a bazzy snooky. She is crazy too like ila and we both love hang out together and by da way,she is shopholic. haha

Percutian Raye Cine

This chinese new year, my boyfriend and friend make a plan wanna have a vacation but still dont have decision yet. my friend say Pulau Tioman is nicer. i think so too coz can watch sunset and play at the beach ( evev i didnt like beach much coz i love my hair T_T ). But then another friend said Genting is much nicer. Well,i do like genting a lots but kinda over the budget. Genting is much nicer to have fun but tioman is nicer for couple who wanna have a romantic situation. grrrr,can't make up my mind lol. help me! (~.~)

Kwn sy

Here's some question! guess, is this girl or boy? hahaha. i bet u all gueesing girls right? ( sry banchik,cannot help with ur girly face XD ). His name is Mohd Taufiq @ a.k.a banchik! He is one of the boy that i love ( as a friend ok?). He just stay Bukit Tiram ( not far from me lol ). have known him since high school but nvr talk with him XD (scare coz think he didnt like me). anyway,i love being friend with him coz he kinda cute, kind , loving n open mind. To my friend, hope u with bella forever and dont always argue ok? tell me if u need to cry and i let u borrow my shoulder. haha =p

My Hubby!

The name of my cutey soulmate is Mohd Rehan @ a.k.a Kecik! he is so cute! (for me la, dunno about u guys). I remember first time we meet at ***. He ask for my name and phone number. without thinking i just gave him ( don't do this ok?). then we start going out as a friend. that night he texting me and say that he likes me and he scare if i reject him coz his not a good looking. well guess wat ,in my eyes,he always be my cute 1 ^_^. He's kinda shy and love to make me laugh lol. thats what i love about him. even he kinda workholic, don't forget to spend a lil time with me k b? i'm always be ur baby -shy-